Existential-ish is where midlife meets the future. I write about building a life you actually want in a world that’s changing fast.

At 35, I walked away from the “right” path—consulting, business school, tech startup—and hit reset. I quit my job, left San Francisco, and moved home to the Midwest. Now, I share dispatches from the messy middle: pivots, shifts, quiet rebellions, and the occasional existential spiral.

You’ll find echoes of my novel, Dark Days Ahead—culture, technology, esoteric rabbit holes, conspiracies, and the strange future we’re headed towards. Less fiction, more lived experience.